Worn

Hebrews 5:14

But solid food belongs to those who are of full age, that is, those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil.

I find that every time I believe that I’ve got things figured out, there is a lesson to be learned. I don’t know if I have enough energy to continue life lessons until the day that I die and go see my Lord.   Does anyone else feel like that or am I alone in those feelings?   I’m eating solid food, I’m eating solid food and then overnight I’m drinking breast milk again.   I guess I’m due for that season.  A season of learning, searching, submitting, quiet, no non-sense God’s guidance place.   I think that I tend to learn better in the breast milk stage but there has to be a balance of solid food.  I’m worn, that’s all I can say.  But solid food belongs to those who are of full age, that is, those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil.  Those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil.  And then sometimes discern between good and good.  What I yearn for is to show the most glory to God.  And what I’m learning is that not everyone is going to see that yearn, that desire or my heart so their discernment might lead them in a different direction.  And that’s okay!  Now that is the part that brings me back to breast milk! So now what?   I lean on God to pick me up, I let His water wash over me and I let Him continue to guide me.  That’s all I know to do!

Dear Lord Father, I come to You today humble and tired.  I ask for You to cradle me in Your arms for a while, rocking me with Your gentleness and clearing my mind so that I can sleep.  Help me to have peace in the world around me and show me the direction that You want for me.  Lord I pray for my family and friends, that they will fall into Your arms when they are weary but will find their strength to get up and keep going so they are able to show Your glory to others.  I love You and You alone.  Amen!